exam is around the corner~

i didnt prepare anything!~
for this midyear exam ~
my heart had fly away~
when i was starting my upper 6 life~
go day by day~
i lost my confidence~
who can help me ~
catch back my heart~
my friends all get the good result~
my gred always around 1.08~
I think i am a useless ppl~
i cannot wake up myself~
i cannot be confidence myself~
I cannot be hardwork~
I always be the loser~
I have falling in a deep deep trap~
i cant leave the trap~

I dont want like that~
but ~
i cant do it~
i am well-meaning ppl~
I jus only think~
but~
I cannot do it~
when i saw my friends~
better than me~
i feel i like a useless ppl~
y i cannot same like them~
y i jus know how to querimony~
y i cannot do it as well???


YYYYYYYYYYY~
Y i am a loser~
A loser forever???